I was really not sure how today was going to pan out. I knew that all upper management was going to be off property leaving me the great opportunity to do nothing on my second to last day of work. I am pending that “time of the month” so my emotions have been running rampant. My day started with me totally disregarding our dress code and wearing jeans, a Meadowlark Polo and converse. Really so wonderful, its to bad that I have to start wearing suits everyday come Monday! Being that today was my second to last day, there was no celebration, no horary for Jessica, just normal, day to day golf club activity. The morning was great, spending time with some of my favorite employees and having fun. At about noon, I left work for a while to get the picture that my stepmom and brother made framed so that I could give it to Pamela tomorrow as a thank you gift. While at Aaron Brothers I enjoyed picking out the frame and matting for this beautiful picture. As this point I was starting to feel the flood of emotions, but I managed to keep the tears back as I had to decide which color for the matting, green or tan! When I got back to work I headed to the kitchen to make my last tuna sandwich: sourdough toast, Swiss cheese and tuna. The perfect sandwich that only tastes good when I make it. As I was making the great meal I realized that this was the last time that I would hang with the kitchen guys laughing together even with the language barrier. After my great lunch I headed back to my desk to kill some time before the day was over. I have turned into a “blog stalker” I mean, kind of scary! I just really enjoy reading what is going on in other people’s lives. I came across a blog that was super emotional, I won’t go into details but there was a death in this family and it was really sad. I managed to bawl my eyes out about a family I don’t even know from Nashville. Once the water works started, I could not stop them. My all time favorite cook from the kitchen came to my office to say bye because he was not going to be at work tomorrow. I tried to keep my composure but as soon as I saw him walk out of the building I absolutely lost it. I am really going to miss my “Meadowlark Family”. I worked at the restaurant for eight years and I don’t even remember feeling this sad on my last days. I am not sure if I am scared, nervous, relieved or excited. Well actually, I think I am a delicate mix of all those emotions. I know that my new job is absolutely perfect for me and that I am meant to be there, but it is just a little hard to leave what I already have.
Tomorrow is my last day. I have every intention of having a great time with everyone and getting absolutely no work done. Well I now that I won’t have any work to do, but hopefully Pamela can tie up some loose ends before we head out to a “good riddance” party for me! I will take my camera so I will be sure to post pictures of all my co-workers as well as my party.